So I must confess something...

I know my political rantings yesterday were that of a lunatic(or they sound that way anyhow). I still think those things...maybe on a smaller scale, don't get me wrong. I will not retract my post as I did long ago when I "ranted" about my bishop..that was definitely wrong and uncalled for. Here's the thing..I just started dieting(well I like to call it eating right because diets never work) and exercising in a very radical way. I wasn't going to share this with friends and family ( except the 2 people I did tell who will remain nameless) I started a blog to chart my progress
Watch me Shrink

I didn't want to tell anyone else until I had about 2 months under my belt. I want it to be public so I am accountable but I didn't want to family and friends to know because I fail quite often at trying to start this all again. I am so motivated right now I can't even tell ya! I have gone completely off sugar(it has been 7 days) and I have stopped eating cheese and NO WHITE FLOUR! I do eat dairy but only low fat cottage cheese and skim milk on my oatmeal...maybe a dollop of light sour cream here and there. My weight has been a struggle for 12 years and , frankly, I am so tired of going up and down and back up again...If I don't lose it all and stay that way permanently I am going to go see a doctor...no joke! Anyway...check out my new blog and know this " WOMEN who don't have sugar in there blood supply(and are addicted to it) and can't eat cheese tend to be a bit frantically psychotic and emotionally unstable ( hee hee)" I should be a newer, better, less crazy me shortly(takes me about 3 weeks to come off of sugar...listen to me "come off" of sugar what does that tell you about how strong of an addiction it is?)

The big kicker for me was when I stepped on the scale at Kole's doctor yesterday and it read 253 pounds...granted I had my heavy shoes on and a coat but even take away 3 pounds for clothes 250 is NOT OKAY! Watch me shrink and wish me luck!